Color Notes No.27: RUIN

So this is how things were these days behind the scenes...

These days I felt like this poor pit bull


and i've been fighting fire with fire



but the only way is up from this point, i guess



need a break. break as in pause, not break like in fracture



feeling like a ruin



and I feel I must respect it in order to grow from it



magic of the soothing scent



rebuilding my calm



a cup or two of my lotus, sakura, rose, jasmin and lavender teas



a few nice clear sunsets



good night sleeps in a cozy bed



cloudy sofas to curl up in



proper morning coffee



and the smell of freshly baked bread



making you stand straight again even though still holding to your one solid pillar



standing straight on my own (but certainly not alone) seems a bit too far. i'll just take it slowly.

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